What goes through my mind sometimes

From being misdiagnosed to healing myself. Or being diagnosed and being sick and having an illness and then being investigated and askng why by the lawyers. So the lawyers, psychiatrists, and more can determine if im crazy or if im telling the truth.

Some days I'm a villain, some days im a hero. So much goes through my mind, that I don't even try to think about the rationality of it anymore. I think its all disgusting and want to get rid of it all. Everything has become corrupted by the nasty pedophiles in charge. Nothing is appealing in this world anymore. If nothing is changed I would rather die than to live in a world like this. Not saying I'm suicidal, just that I hate tidal. I accept whatever comes with my fate and if it means to live in a world where there is no freedom, then I would fight my hardest to change it.

I am not a hero or a villain. I hate everyone equally and love everyone equally. Even those that have did me wrong they'll get their revenge and karma eventually.

My bad is that I'm evil when I get angry and want to kill. Also I mistreat people and not listen to them I am also a womanizer when single. I mistreat people by disrespecting them when angry. That's why I usually like to stay by myself. Nothing material interests me, and I know who I can trust and love because they see the best and growth or growing with you. They don't see you as someone that hates them automatically, they dont see you as someone that likes them for money only, they can share with respect and boundaries. When mistakes are made, they can be addressed. It's not perfection. When we can hold each other accountable because we can call each other out on our bullshit. We aren't scared of each other. We can respect each other.

Honestly the reason I abandoned people was because they never believe in change. They see a conversation as an argument, they don't look to understand people.

Several people are seen but not looked at. Some just want representation without actual change or understanding. Thats why teams without the same values don't work. Because people don't do the work required internally. My brothers and sisters are those that can understand, grow, or connect with one another. Those that can't arent family to me. Simple. Blood does not determine connection. That's why I treat my family the way I do.

Honestly, I don't mind being alone with those that actually love me. I seriously don't see family or a country or any borders if you already have it in your mind to misunderstand me.

That's why I abandoned my country. They wanted to believe in fear over change. I abandoned America earlier in 2020 because black people waned to fight me. So I can abandon people as they have abandoned me. To answer Tems question of where I was. Ask Kendrick. I put my soul in the valley of silence and let them control my body. If it werent for Tems showing love, you all would've died and I wouldn't care.

Thats why I say I'm not good or evil. I choose to do good. Detachment, disbelief, and ignorance lead me to not want to help. If you believe in me, I believe in you. Simple karma

Different teams get evaluated in different ways. There is no standard base understanding. Seven has been promoted to a king. Will talk with him about that. He's not just a killer. Check your eyes Obama. Seven will replace Omankeh. 2 dragons aren't needed.

Understand Leadership versus Leaders. A family where we can communicate and hire one another for a job. Socialism, Capitalism, and various Political structures are all to uphold a hierarchy for the 13 families. Most leaders are being controlled. Some are free and fighting back. India is trying to play both sides and thats why .their country is in the condition its in. To make a profit they were planning to betray BRICS. Nigerian president too. Most presidents are puppets.

Omankeh is an underground King, seven is as well. 2 dragons can't be under your rule Xi. Hilary, when did I give Omankeh orders. When did Omankeh give seven orders. Putin you hired Omankeh as your dragon. We saw with Ukraine, thats why he hates Russia. See Omankeh just gave orders. Meghan Markle you were the one that hired Omankeh. Xi hired seven. Harry, what made you do that and for him to create a class. And tems was the teacher's assistant, wife, and best friend. He took over America in 2020 and you all tried to kill him. Tems investigated Omankeh. Omankeh and Leslie don't miss. And Omankeh and Tems can communicate extremely well together. Tems and condition until he was abandoned on the streets. Leslie didn't abandon him, she just got angry and ignored him. So did Uche. Thats why she went insane. He doesn;t care if you dont care.